Stress.

Guys, let me just say, everything has a purpose.

This day has just been crazy for me.  Yet, it's typical Lindsi.  I forget things and have to pay the price for it; sometimes it's small, sometimes it's huge.  Before I moved to college, I made the mistake of accidentally deleting all of my pictures off my iPod because I forgot that you had to sync it to the original computer before you sync it to a new one, great going Linds...

Today, I was out of town, down at St. George at my grandpa's house, spending time with my family and grandparents.  I have an ID card for college, which allows me to access my dorm room and my bedroom and my meal plan; so without this card, I'm doomed.  Well, guess what I lost today?
Yep, my ID card.

I don't know why it frustrated me so much, but I just couldn't handle the thought that yet, another thing, had gone wrong.  Such a simple, stupid mistake.  It makes me wonder what will happen when I mess up something that actually matters and influences my future?  Maybe this is why I haven't had a real, quote on quote, relationship yet.

I'm not really sure, all I know is I learned a lesson today.  God truly has a plan for all of us.  We are supposed to go through mistakes and sometimes learn the hard way.  Things happen sometimes and we just need to let it go and let it influence us and make it apart of our lives.  I wish I had some pictures to put on here, but I was just doing homework and I wanted to post something today; so no pictures, I'm sorry.

But there is something to look forward to and appreciate in every day.  I spent time with my roommate was we drove back to St. George trying to look around town for my ID card, I saw a outrageously beautiful sunset, I have the ability to be going to college and learning great things.  The good definitely out weights the bad, even if it feels like, in the moment, hopeless.

Everything has a purpose; life is about living that purpose.

Some Poems

So this is a poem that I wrote about a year ago for my Creative Writing class last year (I miss it soo much).  I don't remember what the prompt was or how I wrote this but It's one of my more successful poems.  Because I also took a College Writing class and we shared our work in that class and got feedback.  People that read it really loved it and I guess it's deep? haha I try to go for that. Sorry if it's depressing.  Somehow I express my poetry through sadness? haha.

Looking through the glass.

A fragile, petite girl was swinging on her old swing set for the last ten minutes that she could; tracing her fingers up, down and through the cold chains.

She hasn't spoken in almost four days.

And she doesn't want to leave.

The moving vans just finished packing up.  She lived here her whole life, but it was too painful to be here anymore.  She didn't want things to change so fast.

She's terrified.

Her Daddy pulls up in the black car.
He walks towards her holding back tears.
"Have you got everything sweetheart?" he said in a gentle voice.
"Yes, but I'm not going back inside that house" she said her high, sad voice.
"Okay, I understand" he said softly.
"Are you ready to go?"

She looked up at him with tears of heartache rushing down her small, angelic face and whispered,
"Daddy, I don't want to go."
Tears erupt from his sad, blue eyes as he embraced his small angel.

They wept together in a sorrowful hug.

He carried her to the car and slid into the back seat as Grandpa backed up the black car.
The fragile, petite girl looked through the glass at the sad house.
"I love you Daddy, and Mommy" She breathed.
"I love you too, and Mommy" Daddy whispered.

He hugged her tighter as they drove to Mommy's funeral.

College Life

SOO, I made my blog today, because I am in college, and it's a ton of work, except I have a lot of free time? and...that's why I have a blog :) also to just keep my life on tabs? if you will...

This is me, trying to be cool in my SUU sweatshirt, REPRESENT! go thunderbirds...haha!  But man, college is like soo different from highschool, and i love it! :) it's great.  People are great, roommates are great, and the men...GREAT! :)

There is this guy who looks, NO joke, exactly. exactly like Zac Efron and it makes my life soo good. haha he's beautiful :) and dude! soo many good looking guys! looving it! haha. and plus my Psychology professor...ooh man. let me just say...tall, dark and HAANDSOME! haha. it's great.  Got some eye candy for Mon/Wed/Fri! haha

I love college a lot, I have a lot of down time and I love the classes. and i'm doing EVERYTHING I can to avoid freshman 15!! haha. It's great!  So that's college life!! LOVING IT(:
i guess that's all for this post?

-peace.

Introduction

WHAT IS UP.

My name is Lindsi Burr

yep.

pretty much.

But for real.  This is my blog.  I am not very good at these blogs because I haven't had a lot of experience. BUT hey, everyone has got to start some where.  Let me tell you a little bit about my self...

I LOVE:

Romance, movies, poetry, FRIENDS, family, awkward situations; because those happy EVERY freaking day of my life. gotta love those! haha, my church, BOYS, friends,  MUSIC, my work! oh yeah and I love my friends. a lot.

Because I miss them, because I moved away to college at SUU! It's so fun here, but I miss everyone back at home...

anyway!

I HATE:

spiders, bugs, peanut butter, confrontation,  yelling, whipped cream, BOYS, awkward situations, always being last resort, and spiders!!

Well, That's mee, kinda.  I love to be around those I love, I love to learn new things and I am an Anatomy NERD! I love the human body and learning it's functions. yeaah. Ha! well I'll definitely be on here more, but this is all for my first post!

-peace.